Wednesday, December 20, 2006
oh wells, think im not gg for that job again. aw. hate last min thing. anyway. (: ehhh:ha, we both edited our posts. okay. haha. anyway, yeps. i was just going to say that, actually what are we disagree-ing abt? i mean its quite a small matter and because of my reactive nature(i guess) it kinda get worse also lah. so yepps, that's why i deleted tt post. anyway, i want to tell you that: im SO NOT against you or anything alrights? (: ya, so lets build this friendship again with Christ in the center. (: i know you have good intentions all along, i promise you that im aware that you have good intentions. maybe im just too reactive sometimes and for that, i guess i said sorry already.being prideful in certain things are my weakness too. oh and i have been wanting to say that, i've been trying to change for a very long time and im still trying.(this is to address the issue on you saying that, knowing that im like tt den why didnt i change.?) so yepps. (: im feeling a little better now i hope. of all the self-defence /anger/ hurt/ disappointment/ sadness/ rejections/ uncared for feelings. God can be so near yet so far. i know there will be alot of major changes in Youth min and even in my life next year which i really need to pray abt for directions. im in this stage of life that i want to help others but i need to help myself kinda thing. and alot of times im very defensive of myself and being human, i think i dont want ppl to know abt me and the ugly side i guess. but oh wells. im not perfect, everyone have flaws. at least im trying to do something abt it. (:
the storms in life will not overwhelmed you, but God's Love will.
yongling.
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